Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is Sunday morning. I woke up feeling good. I slept well. I am thankful for good sleep. I am drinking coffee now at my computer. A lot of people have nice times like this and are blessed even though bad things happen a lot now.

I am okay that my query got rejected. I mean what do I want out of it, a publishing deal? And then my books aren't consistent?  What really needs to happen are book sales from my amazon page.

I just now was thinking of writing a letter to an agent, maybe a christian agent, telling them how I feel. I feel a certain way about my books as resources not being used. But it is not that bitter or anything, I just really question it and think people don't see the opportunity and I do not know why.

Anyway it is not a big deal.  However I did not see a lot of additional query options in the book I looked at last night. But there might be a few more.

Today maybe I will read more from my journal or a different book. Maybe some of the second thin book series and Bronx Combos. I mean was I supposed to stay strong until the end more? I do not know. Why weren't the book publishing people supposed to start strong with me? I think that is more of a question.

Anyway I sent the balloon blob to brian allain in an email. It was for his birthday.  Was that a bit much, well I do not know.

My churches start at 11:30. Will I try to go to middlechurch online today? Maybe.  I mean should I have gone in person? I do not know. I just thought of a possible meme.

Well have a good day everyone.